Saturday, June 14, 2008
Now i remember it was friday the 13th , the day we all quarrel
Serious no point saying sorry. what is sorry to me?
is just another useless word to replace the things you done isn't it?
why not you people just go do your stuff and don't bother what i fucking put here huh ?
i don't mind losing friends that are not worth myself keeping.. but yes maybe junming.
i treated him as one of my closest friends , sigmund reuben dragon and junming.
those four gone thru with me so much.after losing those girlfriends of mine.
they were by my side, not minding me , as a girl. it was so touching
cos' my class always so fucked up , dislike girls in class.
when i'm sad they always stand by me.
stand my nasty attitude.
Of cos ,
movies we saw,
slacking , chalet last year.
play psp at the staircase near reuben house.
shopping for gf's gift.. shopping. eating at s11
i guess this is all memories.
nice memories that i'll keep forever.
thank you ;')
i read yuinping's blog how i miss the times i said
being sad, doesn't give a reason to smile..
it made me feel so terrible.
i couldn't find the real smile back. after this i guess
i'll try.. i'll try
back to ytd..
steamboat at charmaine house!
with maine, vian, erwin, desmond, brendon, hubby and ivan
kay, was bored and out of food . cos i halal didn't get to eat anything that alot chicken!
All pork lol.
Great day with ivan and hubby.
so long didn't see ivan already huh! :)
thanks for making me laugh so much.. even thou it was really very lame lol
i guess no one cud really make me laugh except the both of you!
love you both! :D
and peishan's sick! SO AM I!!!!!
stop asking me go see doctor, if not my parents why cock excuses to make me
STAY AT HOME! and that's a nono!
fever 3 days , today no more fever then i can't speak. MY THROAT HURTS!
body aching. hubby i want massage pls. :P
alright end of post.
buffet at night. or restarant , either. i scared my throat can't make it siah. lol
peishan said : NO SPICY AND OILY FOOD
me , try . haha
edit.. ( ;) )
I remember about a story about a little wave.
there's a big wave coming, they say. and whoosh . the water blew it down.
little wave was scared. he wanted to go the another direction. he don't want to dissapear.
the another big wave said " little wave , why are you going the another direction ? "
the little wave replied " i don't want to be blown off! i don't wanna dissapear "
the big wave laughed.. " haha, you won't dissapear, as long as you are part of the sea, you'll always remain here"
it made me learned.
life is not avoidable.
death isn't as horrible.
on the 13th april , just one day , i've learned to treasure.
and hubby i love you
i say a 1000 times a 1000000 times also won't bored.
you understand?
i really really love you.
i feel so guilty . i never sacrifice for you, never done anything..
only minor stuff. just giving you a peak , or a hug.
i never understand you. i only let you in pain
i'm sorry.
Serious no point saying sorry. what is sorry to me?
is just another useless word to replace the things you done isn't it?
why not you people just go do your stuff and don't bother what i fucking put here huh ?
i don't mind losing friends that are not worth myself keeping.. but yes maybe junming.
i treated him as one of my closest friends , sigmund reuben dragon and junming.
those four gone thru with me so much.after losing those girlfriends of mine.
they were by my side, not minding me , as a girl. it was so touching
cos' my class always so fucked up , dislike girls in class.
when i'm sad they always stand by me.
stand my nasty attitude.
Of cos ,
movies we saw,
slacking , chalet last year.
play psp at the staircase near reuben house.
shopping for gf's gift.. shopping. eating at s11
i guess this is all memories.
nice memories that i'll keep forever.
thank you ;')
i read yuinping's blog how i miss the times i said
being sad, doesn't give a reason to smile..
it made me feel so terrible.
i couldn't find the real smile back. after this i guess
i'll try.. i'll try
back to ytd..
steamboat at charmaine house!
with maine, vian, erwin, desmond, brendon, hubby and ivan
kay, was bored and out of food . cos i halal didn't get to eat anything that alot chicken!
All pork lol.
Great day with ivan and hubby.
so long didn't see ivan already huh! :)
thanks for making me laugh so much.. even thou it was really very lame lol
i guess no one cud really make me laugh except the both of you!
love you both! :D
and peishan's sick! SO AM I!!!!!
stop asking me go see doctor, if not my parents why cock excuses to make me
STAY AT HOME! and that's a nono!
fever 3 days , today no more fever then i can't speak. MY THROAT HURTS!
body aching. hubby i want massage pls. :P
alright end of post.
buffet at night. or restarant , either. i scared my throat can't make it siah. lol
peishan said : NO SPICY AND OILY FOOD
me , try . haha
edit.. ( ;) )
I remember about a story about a little wave.
there's a big wave coming, they say. and whoosh . the water blew it down.
little wave was scared. he wanted to go the another direction. he don't want to dissapear.
the another big wave said " little wave , why are you going the another direction ? "
the little wave replied " i don't want to be blown off! i don't wanna dissapear "
the big wave laughed.. " haha, you won't dissapear, as long as you are part of the sea, you'll always remain here"
it made me learned.
life is not avoidable.
death isn't as horrible.
on the 13th april , just one day , i've learned to treasure.
and hubby i love you
i say a 1000 times a 1000000 times also won't bored.
you understand?
i really really love you.
i feel so guilty . i never sacrifice for you, never done anything..
only minor stuff. just giving you a peak , or a hug.
i never understand you. i only let you in pain
i'm sorry.
GIRL LA!!!!!!
9:28 PM
Chanel
