<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/5008545157288020840?origin\x3dhttp://chenelley.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> Fucked up life
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
I'm sick of crying
i'm sick of missing you
i'm sick of caring for you
i'm sick of understanding people.
i'm sick of excuses
i'm sick of life
i'm sick of love
i'm sick of being fucking naive

2months 8 days
i fucking understand what is a onesided-pain
i know you gave me all you could give, or maybe more then what i have asked for.
but did you know how much i give in . and how much you needed more from me?

waited at bus stop for you for minutes.. time ticks , wind blows , heavy rain
i'm still there waiting for you.

i'm tired
my heart hurts..
i can't sleep again..
2 days already
why can't this relationship be simple and no worries?
i miss how i call you baby , and talking to you on phone happily.
how much you call me auntie and i call you uncle in the past.
we communicate so well.
how about now?
few sentence may kill even.
when i'm typing this i cried again
there's too much dissapoinment.
i'm sorry for everything.
i'm really sorry
you asked me if i ever loved the wrong person
the answer to that i dont even know myself.
i loved you . i cant promise you that is alot
but i can tell you that i loved the guy most in my whole 14 years of life is you..
you are the guy who touched my heart.
make me fall so in love.
make me feel what is true happiness.
what is pain
what it is feel like to miss someone alot.

you meant too much for me.
im too selfish
once agn
im sorry.

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Chanel

Love Hubby& Ktm
( somehow alike with someone hor )
Alright, start of with me, simple girl.. kinda simple life i guess. Nothing i asked much , just a little love from everyone, kind and kinship i'm happy enough.Friends always been there but.. guess one by one leaving me. God always gave me what i've wanted. And i won't asked for more.. but just friends. true friends that i won't lose.i've lost so much.. and it made me learned to cherish those that have not left.
Of cause, my future husband is included here! for 5 months plus, he has been the one not leaving me after all this thunder storms have been passing my life. All the problems i'm going thru.. he'll still be there. and i appreciate it lots. Hubby you know i love you alot alot , even if i dont express it out ok ?
Xoxo

And yes..


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