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Sunday, March 9, 2008
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go


The last time you was going in was like on 10/11th feb ,
in the end nothing happen.
we then i celebrate so much things with you
our 1st month , your birthday.
make me love you even more.
now is already our 2nd month soon , next sunday.
just one week away.
and tmr is just another obsticle for us again..
i guess true love do never come smooth.
i'll miss you
even thought i am like talking on the phone with you now.
i don't know i just feel a presence that will soon leave me.
making me drop my tears again.
i'm bleeding inside so badly, how i wish tmr will never come..
you said the song i playing was sad.. and wanted me to change it. but it seems that it became part of me now.
i feel so like this song.. the wind blew me away..
sigh.. i just want peace giving myself some space to breath..

i can't say anything to you now.
just..
Takecare of yourself.
if there's blanket cover yourself.
you so weak can't take cold cold d weather one.
Don't fall sick..
remember
there's always a girl longing for you to come out
willing to takecare of you, willing to die for you
willing to suffer just anything to be with you.
loving you has been the greatest moment.
being with you is the happiest thing in life it could happen to me.
i love you






XoXo ,
the girl that always be missing you here.

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Chanel

Love Hubby& Ktm
( somehow alike with someone hor )
Alright, start of with me, simple girl.. kinda simple life i guess. Nothing i asked much , just a little love from everyone, kind and kinship i'm happy enough.Friends always been there but.. guess one by one leaving me. God always gave me what i've wanted. And i won't asked for more.. but just friends. true friends that i won't lose.i've lost so much.. and it made me learned to cherish those that have not left.
Of cause, my future husband is included here! for 5 months plus, he has been the one not leaving me after all this thunder storms have been passing my life. All the problems i'm going thru.. he'll still be there. and i appreciate it lots. Hubby you know i love you alot alot , even if i dont express it out ok ?
Xoxo

And yes..


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