Fucked up life

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Photobucket GIRL LA!!!!!!
5:02 AM

I'm going somewhere else to write,
somewhere else i feel more comfortable with.
being myself, of cause.
but maybe somehow more private then the place i'm blogging now.
and myself to know better of.. myself.
Somehow. i guess

Memories, alot of memories here.
alot memories from other blog.
but i guess this must change.

Photobucket GIRL LA!!!!!!
8:04 AM

BLOG DEAD!!

Photobucket GIRL LA!!!!!!
7:12 AM

I cannot stand peope using WORDS to hurt my boyfriend.
And you hurt him = you hurt me
Understand fuckers?

About my handphone.
To CLARITY every little fucking thing
I am not looking for an walkman phone. uh huh.
I am not looking for a cybershot phone.
i'm looking for a phone which have blackberry inside.
Able to take good pictures, some sorta like my phone have like 3.2 megapixel
and yes normal features of a sony ericsson phone.
I guess you cheebyes who comment on me dont even know what is blackberry right!
oh wait my phone have a stylus!
Do your walkman phone have a stylus ? :)
oh so someone was talking about w960i.
It was everything that my phone has.
except my phone doesnt have a walkman , HOW SHAMEFUL ??
or may i ask. DO w960i HAVE A FUCKING BLACKBERRRRRRRY?????
and to tell you
8gb phone?
is an 80gb ipod enough for you?
And i guess w960i when it drop guess it takes more scratches then my phone.

Photobucket GIRL LA!!!!!!
8:38 AM

I thought to myself,it was better to let go of my everything in one shot and run away with you. But, i can't put down my love ones, even thought the reason i left because of the word "family". But i know myself my parents will be dissapointed and sad.. Really sad. Yet sometimes you are the reason who made me stay here, and tolerate all this that is happening.I don't know, i found there's a special something in you. Making me happy, making me cheer up everytime i see you or hear your voice.

How sweet you may be, there's always a end. But i'll treasure it.
to make this love meaningful ,to be kept inside my heart.
thanks for loving me with all your heart , willingly.
thanks for tolerating.
thanks for being there 24/7 for me.
i love you hubby , i really really love you.

And yes to other things.
CHALET PICTTTTTURES.
ok la. this year quite touching.
Thanks Hubby for the celebration planning huh ? make me wan cry
and thanks to those who sang bday song for me!
ming,bird,dragon,yuinping,peishan,eunice,sigmund & hubby =)
Thanks for the cake.
Thanks for the jokes.
thanks for everything.
A few good friends of mine ah!

This sound like a thanking blog. but i dont care.
:)

AND YA BOUGHT NEW PHONE.
JEALOUS HUH HAHAHAHHAHA
THANKS HUBBY THANKS THANK THANKKKKS
I LOVE MY TOUCH SCREEN THING LOL
COOLEST SONY ERCISSON PHONE SIA
TMR POST PIC HEHE

Photobucket GIRL LA!!!!!!
7:18 AM

i don't mind you're poor, not hamesome. just a useless promise breaker.
but no , you are always the most hamesome and most caring guy that cud be in my whole life :)
Even thou i no more trust you like how i do last time.
you told me,
None knew how much shits we gone thru.
and yes NONE.
we've been thru so much shit in this 5 months to get how we are now.
How much hurt
how much tears
how much pain
is all worth it.. very worth it.
im sorry i hurt you . i know i had never done that before.. i know how much it hurts.
my heart hurts too..
im sorry..
im very very sorry.
im very lost, real lost.

I just don't want dissapoinments anymore.
no more

Photobucket GIRL LA!!!!!!
7:35 AM

you say you understand
BUT YOU

NEVER UNDERSTAND!

always never
yes now never
tomorrow never
forever never will go understand and will understand
whats with this understand
k fuck

i dont know la
fuck
..........................................................

i'm starting to ask myself why am i so pissed off over everything
i'm starting to ask myself why i love you so much
i'm starting to ask myself , do my feelings for you starting to fade?

I'm trying , are you?

Photobucket GIRL LA!!!!!!
6:29 AM

Chanel

Love Hubby& Ktm
( somehow alike with someone hor )
Alright, start of with me, simple girl.. kinda simple life i guess. Nothing i asked much , just a little love from everyone, kind and kinship i'm happy enough.Friends always been there but.. guess one by one leaving me. God always gave me what i've wanted. And i won't asked for more.. but just friends. true friends that i won't lose.i've lost so much.. and it made me learned to cherish those that have not left.
Of cause, my future husband is included here! for 5 months plus, he has been the one not leaving me after all this thunder storms have been passing my life. All the problems i'm going thru.. he'll still be there. and i appreciate it lots. Hubby you know i love you alot alot , even if i dont express it out ok ?
Xoxo

And yes..

GF! LENAAAAA<3
Jonathan
Syqah
Michelle
Esther
Yanling
Yuinping
Jiamin
Pearly
Supei
Jovina
Alicia
isabel

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